My Life Story

2009-03-13T01:07:00.000-07:00

Ok...ok...
It's been like almost a year since i last post and now i'm blogging again..

I'm really really bored ryte now and its driving me CRAZY!!

Wana watch Slumdog Billionaire but its either i'm too late for the movie or the movie starts late or it's not showing at some of the cineplexes oldy...haix!!! WHAT A DAY!!!

Anyways,
I'm good..still healthy like the last time u see me..
Its only that the weather makes me a little sick...
Eye circles and eye bags are getting so obverse....DAMN!!

Im doing ok in school..
School keeps making me feel REALLY REALLY TIRED!
It's really time consuming that lead me spending very less time with my friends...
BUT THANK GOD!! im on hols!!! YEAH!!!
So im like free to go out anywhere...FINALLY!

Work is also ok luh..
I miss the pioneer batch..
i was browsing through SB-TP old time photos just a while a ago and i realises that i didnt savour very moment when all the pioneer batch are still around..how i miss them SO SO MUCH!
We work,we play,we laugh,we joke,we play prank with one another..Damn! all those time..
Now its me and Bibi (the melayu-ans) left..
Its quite boring i can say..
You just go to work without expecting any fun,laughter,peace and joy...

Anyways again..
SB-TP is a having a coffee presentation next week (20th March) at 8.00pm.
I will be conducting the presentation with Xiu Qing and Daphne.
So whoever happenes to read my REALLY REALLY CURRENT POST..
You're are invited to come..hehe

2008-05-27T22:10:00.000-07:00

I've not been surfing the net/online/blogging for quite sometime due to many many assigments given to me.

Its stressing and pressurizing but i still enjoy the things i do.

Although i have not been on the net for quite sometime,i do keep myself updated on what is going on around me especially with EVIL COMMENTS.

To my opinion,its fine giving "comments" provided you know what u're saying.

Bullshitting here and there about me including my family is rather inappropriate and rude (if u have the brain to think and know what's the meaning of rude) especially when you do it in a tag board.

I may not know who you are and u might be make faces reading what I'm typing here but i dun give a fucking damn cause all i know u got nothing better to do.

You might have grudges towards me and Rinny for God knows what reason but u dun have the right to bring my family into the picture.

I have a wonderful parents(hopefully u do too) who don't deserve ur criticism.

We may know each other or should i say we know each other but u rather keep yourself anonymous to hide your indentity but sooner or later u will be find out.

Anyway i believe in karma.

It will not be me.Trust me.Cause i dun believe in revenge.

So..in short,GET A LIFE!

2008-05-03T01:41:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i can't apprehend people mindsets.
They seem to pretend that what they said is meaningless but hinting u in a
way that they meant it well.
I'm not trying to pin-point fingers at anybody
but if u feel that I'm hinting at u than thank god u know its you.

Life is about taking what u encounter as an experience
and move on.
There's no point looking back and trying ur very best to mend
things the way it used to be when what u did to the other party
was unforgettable.
Saying those words doesn't make me feel appreciated, instead it made me feel
uncomfortable and irritated.
There's only one thing I'm asking for from you,
set our friendship boundaries right cause
i don't need you to ruin my life.

2008-05-03T00:40:00.000-07:00

I've been lacking in uploading pictures in my post and i dun deny its getting dry and boring.
Adding to it,my blog skin looks so pale.
How pathetic can that be ryte!!! heeerrr!!!!
I didn't have tym to change my blog skin but i did make the effort to ask Nini for help.
So hopefully after her summer test she can be a kind soul and help her kind sister to change her blog skin.*can nini can???* =)

From my previous post,i did mention how miserable i am in my new school.
Now I'm feeling alittle miserable+ok luh+abit fun= i dunno.
I'm getting close to some friends like Zahirah,Abbie,Jeneven,Yong Hui,Shannon and Saiful.
GEREK friends i can say especially Abbie and Jeneven.Freaking cute i tell you..haha
Aside from that, there's still endless assignments to complete.HEERRR!!!!! *penat oi!*
Guess i have to manage my tym properly and no last minute work Riyah!! =(

2008-04-27T02:30:00.000-07:00

Lately i find myself very emotional.

The slightest things can actually make me cry.

I duno whether this is due to emotional distruption,one of the period mood or it is just me.

Seriously,i can be very sensitive at times which means i am a sensitive person and i dont like it cause it make me feel so weak.

But with all the things that had been going on lately,i think crying is the best solution.

Ijil had always been there for me tolerating my mood swing.

He isnt one of the best consultation so far but being near me and trying his best to make my mood swing go away makes me feel save and love.

Ijil might be attach to Tekong and i assume he will need to stay there.

For how long..i have no idea.

Hopefully he'll be able to come back everday and let me see his chubby preety face.

2008-04-27T01:45:00.000-07:00

2 weeks of poly life is tiring.
Endless assignments to be done and adapting to the new environment is hard.
The pressure has oldy been felt and this is just the beginning. GOSH!!

As a matter of fact,i dun like the new environment that im trying very hard to adapt with.
I miss my secondary school friends expecially FARHANNAH,AIN,JOLYN and TABITHA.
If u girls are reading this,i want u to know that i miss our sweet memories.It might be a tough year last year but it doesnt stop us from enjoying each other accompany. Thinking of you guys make me wana breakdown,i still remembered what Jeremy said after i told him "Good things will initially come to an end" but he replied "Friends forever". I miss the time we studied together,played catching together in school,playing captain ball during PE time,gossips,joke around...SHHOOOOOTTT!!!! i miss the laughter. *sob sob*
I love you girls and i felt touched to know u girls still think of me.
I promise i'll make up a day and we go out together ok? =)

Coming back to my new school,environment and friends,im still trying my very best to get use to them. Guess it takes time and effort...hheeerrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!
i feel so miserable ryte now.............................='(

2008-04-13T03:35:00.000-07:00

I don't know what had got into me cause i kept thinking of Razil.

Thinking about his past instilled me with mixed feelings.
I hate the thought of the "smallest mistake" he had ever made in his life.
Somehow it brings me back during the time i cried in front of the computer,reading the words that flow slowly down the screen and I,trying to understand what was really going on.
I hate the thought when he lied to me as if i was the stupiest woman on earth.
GOSH!! how i hate him so much at that point of tym.
It hurt so bad and only god knows how much pain i endured.

The point is,can i really forget what happened?
Can i move on happily with him without thinking of his past?
I duno.

There's alot of un-answered questions that kept playing in my mind.
What if we both saw "her"?
How will he/she react?
What should i do if they decieded to talk?
Should i let them talk? or should i pull him away?
Can i forget that unfortunate moment?
Can Razil and I be normal after that? or will we quarrel?
What if he fall for "her"?

FUCK!!

i duno..BLANK!

For now,Im proud to say he changed for good.
So far,he really kept his promises.
After NS,i can see the improvement he made in this life.
He wanted to be a better person and i can see it coming.
He achieved so much during his serving in NS and im very proud of him.

Guess i really need to forgo his past to make this relationship that we hope will lead to a happy ending last eternity.

*insyallah*

2008-04-04T00:37:00.001-07:00

Its amazing how happy I am with my life.
Thx to these people in these pictures who had oldy become part of me.

STARBUCKS-THOMSON PLAZA YOU ROCK!!!!

2008-03-29T21:25:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 16th SHAMIMI!!!!

Mimi's mini birthday party was a blast.

The food was good(i mean it..r-e-a-l good) and the cake was DELICIOUS!!

Kak Liz made macaroni pasta,there were cookies,fishballs,BBG food..

W-o-o-w!! its so freaking hard to resist expecially the chocolate cake.

Its full of soft flakes that instantly melts in your mouth.

Aniway,the cake was from Fairoz(Mimi's sweet boyfriend),he really knows a lot about Mimi and i so envy he's attentive-ness in knowing smalll little things about Mimi(eg,her favourites in this case).

How i wish Sweetheart is like him...hahaha..

OUHK--OHH!!!!

i just remembered what Ustaz just said yesterday that we need bersyukur all the tym...hahaha..

CHEY!!!!! Riyah making her religious knowlwdge to good use seh!!!

LIKE FINALLY!!!!

hahaha

Ok! i have another family member whose birthday also falls in March.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CIK NAH!!!

Mom,Cik Lela,Umaira,Nini and I made a small celebration for our dearest Auntie.
We had ur lunch at Pizza Hut.

Not forgetting the birthay cake,i and nini bought an oreo cheesecake for her.

*Anaks anaks sedare mithali..hahahah*

Cik Nah had been one of the wonderful auntie ever.

She's a very humble,soft-hearted,pemurah( MY ENGLISH GONE CASE!!!) person.

A loving mother who dotes on her children and i really think that her children are the luckiest children ever!!

2008-03-29T10:00:00.000-07:00

The weather these days had been kinda unkind to us.

Its been raining these few days and i have seen less of Mr Sun.

But anyway it doesnt stop people from carrying out with their activities.

Last Saturday was spent at Sentosa with Nurul,Munky,Mimi(munky's brother) and Razil.

We were just trying our luck,hoping it doest rain but in the end it did but just a little.

We picnic near the beach and we brought along ALOT of food!!!

I thought we will be lacking of food but Gosh!! Its more than enough or should i say more than a stomach could hold.hahah

ok..let me elaborate the food that we brought along with us.

Riyah = 5 packets of tidbits,5 sugar rolls,4 savouries and 2 pastries.

Nurul = 16 small waffles,fillet,chicken and garlic bread

Razil = 2 medium size tupperware of sandwiches (egg and tuna sandwiches respectively)

and a bottle of plain water

Munky = 2 bottle of soft drinks.

Its only the 5 of us but we brought food for roughly for abt 6-8 people.hahaha

KIASU!!!!

nvm nvm...its better to have more food than less food.hehehe

Unfortunately,

Its my first day having PERIOD!!!

ERGKKK!!!!

But still i enjoyed myself with love ones..=)

Btw..here's some photos taken from that day.

2008-03-28T21:12:00.000-07:00

Well..here's some photos that i have taken during an outing with Sassya.
Im kinda lazy to elaborate so let's just leave it to the pictures to the talking ok..=)

2008-03-03T17:35:00.000-08:00

My every weekend is always been filled with going out either with family or Boify.
But last weekend,i spent my Saturday with both family,Razil and Azmeer going for a karaoke session at cashbox(was it cashbox or k-box?? hehehe..i forget).
It wasn't a coincident that we went out together cause mom had planned about this outing 1 week ago..*sayang ibu..hehe*

So the day started off with us, family having our dinner at The Quality Hotel before we head to orchard to meet up with Razil and Azmeer.
The reason why Mom got a reservation at The Quality Hotel just to have our dinner was to celebrate mine and nini's success for doing well in our O level. *Riyah touched banget*
So dinner went smoothly,we ate to our filled.The buffet was wonderful.i recommend the bread and butter pudding FUHHHH!! FINGER LICKING GOOD!! hahaha..

2008-03-03T17:30:00.000-08:00

NOW the karaoke session part...Weeeee!!!!!!!!
After meeting up with Razil and Azmeer which Ibu and I surprised nini by asking Azmeer along,we head to Ming Arcade.
The karaoke session started off with Razil started singing his first song by the 'Incubus'.
Than it was my turn,Nini,Sassya,Azmeer, Dad and Busu Azhar who conquer the mic as we were to tired to sing oldy..haha..*penat oii nyayi 2 jam!! hehe*

So my last weekend was very enjoyable and memorable.
I thought Dad will mind about Razil and Azmeer tagging along but he ended up ok with it.
Razil dear make the effort to get along with Dad which im happy abt it.
*Well Done Love!! TWO THUMBS UP!*

2008-03-01T02:30:00.000-08:00

Last Saturday was spent with Razil.
He was performing at Arthouse so as a loyal girlfriend(CHEY!!!) i accompanied him and watched him perform.
The whole thing was ok luh.
The new generation SUCKS!!!
I was surprised to see them "mosh" like idiots.
i might sound very mean but u should see it for urself.
They werent moshing(which i think,they think that they are), they just like having this self-aggrresive-ness syndrome in them and keeps flipping here and there causing the lights from the first floor to drop.heerrr!!!! *shake head*

To add on to my irritation,
someone made me pissed off with his intolerable attitude.
i've never really like this person before and definitely not in the near future.

Somehow,i cooled down a little when i met Nurul,Munky's girlfriend.
We clicked very fast and started talking non-stopped.
We even planned to have couples outing together soon...hehe..*tak sabar*

2008-03-01T02:00:00.000-08:00

I know tat i have not been blogging for a very long time due to TIRED+LAZY. But i promise to keep updating after this cause BORING LUH reading the same thing.hehe

Let me start this whole thing by telling you guys which school im being posted to. I got into Nanyang Poly doing space and interior design. I know some people will go "WOAH!!" but to come to think of it,its kinda tough cause designing is not really in singapore's market industries. You have to be one of the best/top to achieve recognisation like 'Hamid and Son or Chew interior design'. Aniway,i have big hope for this and alot of things to accomplish for the future. So, yup yup!!! JIAYOU!! hehe

Hmm..what else.. Work had been ok luh. Since my store isnt a high volume store,i do get bored at times. Planning to get another job to increase my income but see how luh..Daddy bising luh..haix!!! Btw,our Chubby+Cute manager Ana is not working with us anymore due to some reasons. It SUCKS i know.Everybody thinks the same way too but what to do,its for her own benefits.
Never mind ok Ana,you will enjoy urself at Tan Tock.You brought glory into the store but trust me,u will never be forgotten by us partners.Sayang Ana.

2008-03-01T01:30:00.000-08:00

2008-01-26T02:21:00.000-08:00

GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!

I MADE IT THRU FOR MY O LEVEL THIS TYM AROUND!!!

WOOOHOOO!!!!!!!!!!

can u people imagine how happy i'am right now.

woooo...

im OVER THE MOON!!!

like finally,i make my parents proud of me.

GAAHHH!!!

i feel so good.

A year had passed and it had taught me a lot of things.

i've worked hard for myself and for my parents who had been the most supportive human beings on earth.

Not forgetting Rinny,Rissya, Katie,Taufiq and some other friends who had encourage me thru this including my wonderful aunty like Cik Pah who had always kept track of my progress in school.

I used to regret retaking my 'O's in school.But these beautiful sisters and friends had never stop being there for me and advicing me till here i am..smiling and feeling satisfied like never before.

It makes me a better and a more matured person.

This also makes me realise who are my true friends and im very thankful to have them.

So..another step to take to further my studies.

POLYTECNIC SCHOOLS HERE I COME!!!!!

2008-01-19T01:10:00.000-08:00

so much things had happened and thank God its the nicest thing that can have happened in my life.
Work had been GREAT!
Family had been FABULOUS!
Boyfriend had been the SWEETEST THING ON EARTH!

ok,i knoe i had not been blogging for a VERY LONG TIME!
Sumhow i missed blogging and thus decided to blog today.
(among all the days..i know..hehe)

Lately,i have a lot of outings that i attended.
Cousins outing,Girlfriends outings, Starbucks Partners outings,Family outings,Chalet Peeps outings and so on......
Its was UNFORGETTABLE.
i mean THIS IS LIFE!!!!
having fun all the tym...

O level results is going to be released soon.
seriously im freaking scared.
i have to make it this time around.
Wish me luck people!

2007-12-20T03:30:00.000-08:00

SLAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI TO ALL MUSLIM!!

ok.i know i should be sleeping right now as today is going to be a LONG day for me.
Family and i will be visiting Nyai before we head off to KL.
i'll be away for 5 days..so people..DUN MISS ME!!! hehe ;)

i duno y im reluctant to go.
i mean i know i should feel excited about it but instead i feel sad and half-hearted.
Mayb because im not going to see my starbucks partners and you-know-who for consecutive 5 days.
RINDU BANGET LUH!!

Aniwae Aniwae,Pray for my safety ok! hehe

2007-12-11T02:00:00.000-08:00

DGET THE MAN

Weeee!!!!
i just got back from Bugis with kawan-kawan!!!!!
Like i said in the previous post, this outing was meant to wish Dget all the best in his NS life since he's going NS this Friday.
The outing was good.
We had a good meal at LG before we headed to Arab Steet for SHISHA!!!! haha
i mean is was cool luh to gather ramai2,shisha-ring and keep each other updated about each another life.
It wasnt a really happening outing,but i had fun though.
Its been like 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 9.. ARRGGHH!!! i duno...
LAMER GILER BABE!!!!!!!!haha.

So there was Me,Katie,Suzy,Fiqah,Dget,Yee,Liz and Haikal.
During the shisha-ring tym..katie and Suzy called me a BIMBO!!!
u imagine how i feel..mcm nak nangis seh..hahahahahahah
No luh,bedek uh nak nangis...
i was cool abt it cause i find myself a bimbo sometym..hahaha
Did i just called myself a bimbo??? hmmmm.... hehe

Aniwae Aniwae,
Let's wish Dget all the best in his NS life ok!

2007-12-10T14:40:00.000-08:00

The weather wasnt good these days.
It kept raining and its quite difficult to go out when it keeps raining,u noe
How i wish,it just stop raining 2day so that my outing with girlfriends and Dget will be a great outing.

Btw Btw...
DGET NAK MASOK NS THIS FRIDAY!!!!
haha.
i know its not a good thing to him.
U noe, less freedom and less tym spent with love ones.
But a Man's gota do,what a Man's gota do.
CHEY!!!! haha.
Meeting friends today to catch up with things before Dget starts his NS life.
Riyah dun deny Riyah miss Dget.
I mean i used to be kinda close to him so yah,sedih la skit kan.haha.
*emo*

ok!
What comes into ur mind when sumone brought up the topic about FRIENDSHIP???

First thing that comes into my mind is Stella and Katie.
Secondly, it will be Suzy,Shi min, JQ and chalet peeps.
Thirdly, it will be friends that i know and not easily forgotten (Huiru,Farazeela...etc etc)
Lastly, it will be some friends tat i know when i see them but easily forgotten.

I'm not trying to put my friends in any categories but this is what tat comes into my mind when the FRIENDSHIP topic is being brought up.

If u realised,friends come and go
Some leave and never come back.
Some actually made new friends and forget old friends.
and Some totally forget everything about you.

To me,
FRIENDSHIP is a special bond btwn u and a particular person.
Its something to be proud of.haha.
tell me,r u happy if u have no friends?
OF COURSE NOT RITE!

Im happy with my friends.
like TOTALLY!
but sometym i feel that "some" friends just totally forget abt me.
its hurts+ sedih luh.
i mean we used to be close,u noe.
Mugging together,share thoughts together.
well,people changed u know..*sad*

2007-12-08T17:50:00.000-08:00

i know my updates have become rather infrequent these days.
Work has kept me busy almost everyday.
Even i didnt have enough tym to spend with my family and you-dun-need- to-know-who.

Im tired,seriously.
But i know i need to do something fruitful to kill my boredom while waiting for my results and also get some income.

MONEY IS IMPORTANT PEOPLE!!!! =)
(btol tak Huda?? hahaha)

Huda has been a great manager and friend.
* boleh pecah perut bobal dgn manager nie oiii..haha*
Ana is the cutest manager i had ever seen and a motherly natured woman. *i loike*
And Yvonne is a i-need-standard woman who really do her job properly .

Partners have been a great people.
2 words to describe them.. FUN & HELPFUL!!

Aniwae,come back to the work..
Ana had labeled me and Rinny the Pinky-s and the Brain cause we looked rilli blur and "dumb" in a way during work tym.
i mean we dun noe anything and someone just ordered u to do something,
BLUR SOTONG BABE!!
haha.
Luckily i have beautiful partners and managers who are patience and kind enough to guide us.
Me and Rinny are still under training.
STRESS!!!!!
A lot of things to know.
And our barista certification is just a few days away..
AAAARRRGGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wish us luck people ;)

2007-12-08T17:25:00.000-08:00

u know,there's one thing i disliked most..
i disliked...

PEOPLE COMPARING ME WITH SOMEONE ELSE!!!!

I like the way I am..
SO WHAT'S UR BLOODY PROBLEM DOING THOSE UNNECESSARY COMPARISON!!!!

seriously i had enough of those sickening,irritating,ridiculous commands.
it really demoralised me to the extent that i felt that im good for nothing.

U might think that im being too sensitive.
Fine!!! be in my shoe and u know how i feel.

FUCK!!!!

2007-12-05T02:30:00.000-08:00

Three long days have passed and not a single call was received.
I'm seriously worried.
I felt something is amissed.
Gosh!! i missed him!!
i hope he is fine and doing good at Tekong.

2007-11-28T01:18:00.000-08:00

i can't apprehend people's actions and mindsets sometimes.
Some people don't appreciate what others had done for them,worst still
not a single "thank you" was received.

Things got worst when some people starting being selfish.
Nasty words are just at the tip of my tongue and im trying to control my anger cause i know that if i start saying those nasty words,things will go rilli rilli bad and i mean it.
SO RIYAH..RELAX....PHEWWWW.....

OK..anyway..life had been pretty good.
Work had been rilli tiring and fun.
Little time spent with family.
Seriously i miss spending time with sassya.
She is my main concern cause i know how it feels staying at home all the tym.
haix!!!

ARGGH!!!! ITS 1 PLUS OLDY!!!
WORKING LATER!!!
update soon..
*toodle doodle*

2007-11-25T13:50:00.000-08:00

2007-11-21T03:07:00.000-08:00

im like totally bored rite now.
Lucky Padi is online to kill my boredom.

Anyway,today's class is DOUBLE DOUBLE the fun.
Yvonne is a great coach.
Very supportive.
Hopefully working together with her is gona be a great experienced.

Batch 492 is the best!
Its sad tat today is our last class together.
ok!!
Photos will be up soon..
Gona get them from Pavi and Padi tomorrow..
*toodle doodle*

2007-11-20T03:10:00.000-08:00

TRAINING WAS GREAT!!!
NEW FRIENDS WAS SUPERB!!!

I totally enjoyed myself during classes..
The coaches were wonderful..
Their presentations were awesome...
i've learn a lot of things and there is still more to go..
and im excited about it....WWEeeeeeEEEE!!!!!!

THX TO KATIE!!
without her help..i dun think i can get this job this fast..
i owe u one ok babe!!

Tomorrow is our last day together as a class cause we will be seperated into 3 different classes..
Awwwww!!!!!!!
Handphone numbers and MSN adds all taken so no worries...hehehe...

i miss one-and-only like so badly..
hopefully i can fetch him on friday..

2007-11-19T03:00:00.000-08:00

Friday,Saturday and Sunday is the only days i can spent tym with Razil cause he will be in camp for the rest of the days.
But not all the 3 days is well-spent with Razil as i need tym to be with my family too.
Im glad he understands and patiently waited for me althought sometimes i do feel he's abit pissed off..

I duno why i became very emotionally involved today.
Mayb sending Razil to Pasir Ris isnt a good idea.
Seeing him leaves makes me sad..very sad..
i mean this is the first tym im doing this..so yeah...emo sikit..hahaha
We managed to spend a little tym together before we headed to Pasir Ris..
The weather wasnt at our side..
It was raining heavily luh!!!
The thunder and lightning make it worst..GOSH!!!!
I was scared like HELL!!!!
At the same tym..i was shivering cause i was partially wet...
THX TO RAZIL!!!!

Pasir Ris interchange was flooded with NS men wen i reached there.
Razil insisted me to wait for him till he gets on the bus..
which i did to please him..
So i waited..and waited..and waited for half-an-hour!!!
At sum point of tym..i felt like an idioit..hahha..
tapi takpe luh..for one-and-only mah..hehe
I saw many eyes looking at me..
i think they're wondering if im lost or saje2 nak sibok2 kat saner..haha..
PAISEH LUH!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA...
Again..THX TO RAZIL!!!!

oh yeah!!
TERIMA KASIH NURUL FAKHIRA!!!!
Cuzzy accompany me on the phone while i waited for Razil to get on the bus althought i know dier malas nak layan aku..hahahahah...

Headed to nenek's place after tat at Tanah Merah..
as we're having a small family gathering to say GooD-Bye to dearest Cik Lela and family..

Sebelum itu,
Had a sumptious meal at nenek's place..
SPAGETTI I TELL YOU!!!! *jilat di jari..hmmppp!!!!* hahahah
There's other dishes too which i forgot what is it..asalkan sedap i eat..hahahha

ok ok!! Come back to purpose of the gathering.
Cik Lela and Family migrating to Malaysia (which part,i duno) as Cik Zamri has his own business there.
He's a Malaysian so i think he has the confident to have a business there..
It was sad luh..
Nenek cried,my aunties cried,my mom cried,i cried,my sisters cried,cousins cried..
Anyway..hopefully Cik Zamri and Family will have a better life there..*insyallah*

im again sad cause....................................................................................................................
I LOST MY MONEY!!!!!!
GGAAAAHHH!!!!!!

2007-11-13T15:20:00.000-08:00

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Suitable for casual outings.

$10
From Fox
Size S
Medium sizers can olso fit into it nicely.
Simple and nice with "Royalty" wordings printed on it.
Suitable for casual outings.
SOLD!!

2007-11-13T08:14:00.000-08:00

CHALET PEEPS SWEETSSSSSS!!!!

travel all the way from Sengkang to Sembawang just to mit us.

like tak percayer gitu(unbelievable)..

hahahax!!!

We chill-lex at Sunplaza's Coffee Bean while updating each other about school,werk and blah blah blah before they need to leave to catch the last bus home.

The meeting wasn't that long luh.

But the effort they made just to meet me and ninie is much appreciated.

Thank you Amsyar,Hezam and Hafeez..<3

2007-11-13T02:08:00.000-08:00

Outing with Yazid,Azmi,Syafiq,Zul and Ikwan BEST BANGET!!!

1.Bowling

2.Eat at Far East

3.Shop for my Everlast Bag

4.Pool

5.Home

2007-11-13T01:53:00.000-08:00

Exams over so obversely there's alot of planned made.

Went out after science paper 1 with Nini,Meer and Katie to town.

i have been craving for Everlast snicker for soOOOoooOOO LOOOoooNg

so decided to get them rite after i finished my last paper.

I was abit fussy luh i can sae.

We went Far East first..

See nice clothes jek i wana buy..

And i went from one shop to the another..haha..

*kesian plak mereka2 yang ikot*

Almost got myself a Poka Dot T-shirt but need to put it on hold cause i still haven get my snicker yet.haiya! Wasted!

We had a sumptous dinner at Lucky Plaza "smashed chicken rice".

The "smashed chicken rice" tasted like the food in heaven..*soo lazat!!*

Should go and try..MUST MUST MUST!!!

Our next destination is Bugis.

I got my reserved Everlast snicker at Bugis junction and i accidentally fell in love with this Everlast bag..GOSH!!! eye-dropping luh...haha

But didnt get it cause it cost 60 odd dollars and sister say dun buy first..haix!!!

Jumpa irritating cousin with her handsum boyfriend..

(kalau rating ku bagi 7.5/10 luh..hehe)

Chill-lex at Starbucks for a short while cause we've been walking not stop before we headed home...hehe

2007-11-12T09:14:00.000-08:00

EXAMS OVER!!!

Can u believe it!!!

wooooww!!!!

hahaha

First thing that comes into my mind is SHOPPING.

Its been like ages since i last shopped..imagine how boring can that be.

Ever since exams are around the corner,i have NO LIFE!!!

Seriously luh..STUDY STUDY STUDY.

So to all o level takers next year..All the best..

hahahahaha.

Last day of school was really sad.

Although 10 people including me turned up for that day,

the sad atmosphere can still be felt.*sob2*

2007-10-28T01:30:00.000-07:00

U noe,its very frustrating when some bitch give u a look that u don't understand why.
There's this girl who had been giving me this FUCK FACE looks when we accidentally bum into each other that makes me feel like screaming at her and embarrased her infront of a whole lot of people.
I mean "whats wrong with you!?!?"
Its you who start this cause of ur flirtatious attitude and now u're blaming it on me..
OMG!!!
Seriously,you are getting on my nerves...

I mean WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO GIVE ME THOSE LOOKS!!!
GOSH!!
YOU'R SUCH A BITCH!!!

To whom this may concern...

Tell u what,
face me if u have problems with me.
If its because of ur "boyfriend" *rolling my eyes*
than i think u got it all wrong.
Ur boyfriend meant nuthing to me at all anymore cause
I got a love life of my own which is double the perfect than urs.

OH MY!!
U're an embarrasement to all the smart girls!!!
I don't noe where u put ur brain.
Find them girl and put it back at the rite place.
Dun embarras urself...seriously..
Just..Just GO GET A LIFE!!

2007-10-28T01:22:00.000-07:00

Razil is away for two weeks and i totally miss him.
Mayb he's away for good..mayb..
But for TWO WEEKS!!
GOSH!!
it feels like 2 years luh!!!!
i can't imagine myself being away from home for 2 weeks..
Its so unbearable to be in an insecured place.
i hope he's fine.

2007-10-05T00:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 17th Birthday MUHAMMAD YAZID!!!

2007-10-04T22:11:00.000-07:00

BLOGGING TIME!!!!

i have been mugging everyday so sorry for the infrequent post. I
have a lot of things to share since i last post.
A lot of things happened in school..
The happy moments in secondary school life are unforgettable..
Mugging + having fun = stress-free

2007-09-23T15:48:00.000-07:00

2007-09-19T10:39:00.000-07:00

THE BEST MOM EVER!!!
i love you ibu

2007-09-18T02:30:00.000-07:00

MISS SINGAPORE UNIVERSE 2020!!!

2007-09-18T02:03:00.000-07:00

Today is the last paper which is science practical..
So far so good i think..
haha...

ok..last week was math paper 2 and geography..
Maths paper 2 is a killer!!
And it happened that i had a brainblocked half-way thru...
GOSH!!!
i got very nervous resulting me to breakdown..
Its been like 8 years ago since i cried after doing maths papers for exams..
History is repeating itself i think..haha..
Sweets Hannah,Tabitha and Ain was there for me..
thank you babes..i appreciate it..i love you.. ;)

O level is around the corner..
Abt 4 weeks more to science practical and im feeling very nervous...
GGAAHHH!!!!
Cant wait to get it all done with..
Im very tired of mugging and staying up late at night to revise..
Body aching and dark eye cycles are getting pretty bad..haix!!

What feared me the most is my friendship with my friends in 5N1..
We bonded so well and i feel so sad to end this last run..
i felt it last year and feeling it again this year is upsetting..(is there such word?? haha)
Told Jeremy abt it and he said "FRIRNDS FOR EVER"...
*sob2*

2007-09-17T11:29:00.000-07:00

2007-09-16T11:35:00.000-07:00

2007-09-11T08:44:00.000-07:00

Read thru some blogs and i read this interesting post from one of my babes..

its about GUYS!!

ermm,that doesnt sound rite..guys??

hmm...ok...this one sounds better...

BOYS!!!!

hahaha..

watever!!!

ok..lets turn back the tym during the mid 1990s..

R-E-W-I-N-D

*k-i-c-t k-i-c-t k-i-c-t K-I-C-T!!!!!*

hahaha..

i know u will go like "eeeee....primary school tym..so kental"

Yep Yep Yep!!! i noe..haha..

cause im reacting the same way too..

hahaha..

(i still remembered the tym i put on a lot of gel on my hair and it became "stone"..haha..no hair flying around even if "tornado" were to occur..hahahaha..serious..)

i still remember the time when the boys treated girls like germs..

you will hear them whine "EEEYYYEEERRR...i dun wan to hold her hand..she's a girl..i hate girls!!!!"

*imagine boys whinning..what a shame and an embarrassment..hahaha*

and if they were forced to hold hands with girls,they will stick out their "biggest" finger and will lock their finger at the edge of the girl's hand..*to be specific, its just a touch*

CLAP CLAP CLAP!!

that's the next thing you will hear after the teacher says "ok children! let go of each other hands!!"

hahahaha..

But after they grow up, instead of giving remarks like 'EEEYYEERRR!!' they will go 'FFEEWWWEEEETT'

hahaha...

Giving some stoopid hope and leading people on..

Im not referring to anyone in particular.

Girl friends and myself have experienced it before during the tym when we were still raw..

So BOYS..dun blame it on us if we dun trust u..

YOU DESERVED PAYBACKS!!!!

HUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!

2007-09-11T06:48:00.000-07:00

Ya...im aware tat my blog is getting BORING!!!
i swear it is *cross my heart and hope to die*
hahahaha...
VERY VER BORING!!!!
the same old post with no new post..OBVERSELY!!!
i have not been blogging for days and seriously i dun miss blogging..
*wat have got into me?????? GGAAAHHH!!!!*

A week of hols gone just like that..
Did nuthing much..
Waste a lot of tym..
Walk aimlessly around the house..
Sleep for long hours...
GOSSH!!
What a mudane life i've got in the Sept hols...
*HHEEERRRRR!!!!!!*

Basically,i think a lot abt someone i knew late last year which ended early this year..
Thats fast i know...
what to do...
haiya!!!
I miss someone that duno knoe nuts that i miss him A LOT..
That sounds crazy..i noe..
haha
But i can't help it..
HELP!!!!
*running*

I remember baking for him brownies with a letter R in the center for his birthday..
*oooOOOoo..sooo Sweeettttt!!!*
I remember him sending me home after work olmost every nite..
*oooOOooo..soo nice!!!!*
I remember sneaking out for him...
*oooOOoo...soo..i-dun-knoe*
I remember he sings 'You & Me' for me..
*OoooOOO..soo romantic*
I remember he tried very hard to make things work..
*oooOOOoo..soo..i-dun-know*
I remember his compliments..
*oooOOOoo..soo malu...*
And
I STILL remember that DISGUSTING AND UNFORGETABLE incidence!!
*oooOOoo...sOO BBBLLLUUUEEEKKK!!!*

2007-09-04T23:14:00.000-07:00

EXERCISE IS HEALTY!!!!

2007-09-03T00:55:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHI MIN!!!!

ok..this is what exactly happened on the 3th of Sept 2007..
JENG JENG JENG!!!!!!
hahax!!!
Katie and i celebrated Shimin's Birthday at my place yesterday.
Katie bought her a slice of 'Chocolate Ganas' to make the celebration abit more appropriate since its a small celebration.
Katie was at my place since like 9 plus before Shimin came..
We watched sum movies while waited for the clock to strike 12..
SWEET RITE!!!! we noe..hahax!!!
Shi Min looked very happy and thats our purpose..hahaha...
But the sad part was Shimin couldnt stayed up at my place after that to watch more movies...
NEVER MIND!!! theres olways next tym ok SHI MIN!!!
Lets have a slumber party one day..WOOOHOO!!!!

2007-09-01T22:58:00.000-07:00

FUN!!!

FUN!!!

FUN!!!

Wild Wild Wet was super SYIOK!!!

Went WWW with family and chalet peeps to chillaxed abit after the whole week mugging like crazy..

Sweet mom got about 5 tixs for my friends and seriously i enjoyed myself..

We meet the chalet peeps at pasir ris..

as usual,they were late..PFFT!!!

The weather for that day was perfect for swimming..

My skin colour becum darker..GOSH!!!

I mean like DUHH!!

we spent about 5 hours swimming and playing in the water..

GAAH!!!!

Had a sumptous dinner at KFC after tat..

Mom treated all of us including chalet peeps for dinner..

i so love mom for being so nice..

haha...

2007-08-30T14:30:00.000-07:00

TIRED

is the only word to describe what i feel right now..

GAAH!!!

Had been mugging the whole entire week without stopping like a car without any brakes..haha

Well,wat can i sae people..ITS PRELIMS WEEK!!!!!

*RUNN!!!!!*

This week is the STRESSFULLESSTT week i had ever gone thru for this year...

I want to do well..i have to do well..

As u knoe, this is my second tym doin the O levels and imagine how much money mom and dad had invest on my exams fees including nini's..

its A LOT u noe!!!

i so love Mom and Dad like t-h-i-s M-U-C-H...haha

Since today is the last day of the week,

i can chillaxed abit..

I NEED A BREAK!!!!

Math paper 1 is like..********

50% easy and 50% not easy...

GGAAAHHH!!!

hoping for the best...

The school have some Teacher's Day celebration today..

BORING!!!!

i almost fall aslip..

TWO THUMB UP TO AIN & FAHMI FOR THEIR WONDERFUL PERFORMANCE!!!!

WOOHOO!!!

Btw,im disappointed my gfs and friends are not there..

i thought they will come..

but none turn up..haix!!

im like a lost kid for a moment..

2007-08-24T23:18:00.000-07:00

Have u ever wonder why average/below average girls get some wonderful guys while u always get the sucky ones???

im not trying to compare right here..
But im just curious..
Some people might say "mayb u're just choosy??"
well yeah,mayb i am..
u see..i choose the one i wana be with..
I dun just take anyone that come by..

I realised that when i feel that i found the right one,
it happens that i dun belong it..
now i just find everything's CRAZY!!!
Totally INSANE!!!

After going thru all the hassle for several months,
SNAP!!
its gone in a day or two..
GAAHH!!!

u know..i never rilli believe in karma untill today.
Now i really understand "everything happens for a reason"...

AAARRRGHHHHH!!!
SUX!!!
SUX!!!
SUX!!!

2007-08-23T20:31:00.000-07:00

2007-08-20T17:40:00.000-07:00

Well..today school programme is as usual..

The same lessons being carried out as per normal..

Do the usual things with 5N1 babes..

i tell u..we just love to talk..any topic can actually make us talk a lot..

haha

Crack the same old stupid jokes with the boys..

Any ya..tat made my day too...hehe

But one thing that bothers me is about me and my partner..

Well..i think he had oldy received a lot of hints from our

chinese boys tat i so called like him..hahaha...

ok..i DECLARE!!

i like PQ..

BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT!!!!

im not obssessed about PQ..

maybe because he's my sitting partner in class and i find him kinda interesting..

OK!!!! let me define the word interesting in this context..

in case,some people think differently..

He's sloopy,ignorant,messy,a computer freak,kinda a typical chinese BUT he's smart..

SMART is the only word to describe that Dude...

So dun worry PQ..

i wouldn't cast a spell on u or stalk u..

Im still sane...

i'll repeat that again..

IM STILL SANE!!!!

want me to repeat that again..

no??

ok....

hahahaha

Just be blessed that among all ur negative...i still find u interesting..

Dun worry..

u're not giving me false hopes when u talk to me..

tat is soo typical of u to think that way..seriously..

*GROW UP BOY*

hahaha...

2007-08-18T02:30:00.000-07:00

i duno y but im in some kind in a weird mood right now..
i have this funny feeling tat i can't describe it myself..
Mayb i missed someone..
But who??
hmm...
i have no idea..
sometym u just got this feeling tat u miss someone badly..
but u duno who..
haha
weird weird...
Pin Qian???
ermm..no
Man??
HELL NO!!!!! EEERRKK!!!!
Azhar??
mayb...no..
Faizal??
ermm..maybe..i think so...no..
CONFUSED!!!
GAAHH!!!!!
OK OK!! i duno!!!

Aniway,
didnt attend school today..
told dad i wanted to study which i actually did this morning before i went to school at 2.30 to do my maths mock exam...
and partly because,im tired...hehe
i've been listening to 98.7 since i got back from my religious class.
They played a lot of nice songs before they played the song by lighthouse-you and me..
It reminds me of someone who used to there for me.
Love me for who i am and appreaciate me.
I still remember he sang me this song and i olmost broke down into tears..
GAHH!!!
i miss u RAZIL!!!!
can you sing for me tat song again for the last time please??

i feel very happy these few days..
I felt that im getting closer to my classmates..
especially Yazid,Azmi,Syafiq,Farhannah,Jolyn,Ain,Soon Liang,Chen teck and Jun jie.
They bring me back to life..CHEY!!!
haha..
But i have this uneasy feeling which make me feel very sad..
cause there's this saying "Every Happy Moments Will Come To An End"..
I never want this to end..
NEVER!!!

2007-08-17T11:34:00.000-07:00

2007-08-12T23:09:00.000-07:00

i was viewing some friendster profile when i read 2 similar shout out..

i duno whether i should scream..shout or sae very nicely to this 2 human being

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!

Well..yesh..

i felt offended and insulted at the same tym cause my instinct says u are referring it to me..

WEll TOO THIS TWO HUMAN BEING...

I WANA U GUYS TO KNOE TAT YOU'R THE BITCH AND BASTARD!!!

i mean like HELLO!!!

Do u still think tat im still interested in you!!

OH MY GOD!!! *slapping my forehead*

shameless

U got it all wrong boy!!

cause u know..im happier without u!!!

And im not soo dump to get myself hooked up in the shortest period of tym like u do..

To this bitch..

haha..your boyfriend is just a peanut...haha

u noe..he viewed my profile first and leave me msges in my phone..

so u still think i looked for him???

haha..

FOOL!!!

mayb he is trying to make u look like a fool..

i've experienced it once and not gona make myself look like a fool again..

so all the best bitch!!

Be he's clown...

2007-08-11T18:40:00.000-07:00

GIRLFRIENDS HANG OUT DAY!!!!

Went out with my girlfriends yesterday to celebrate my 18th birthday at
Fish & Co.
Everyone was well-dressed looking freaking PREETTYY!!!!
Well i dun deny i have beautiful girlfriends..and im proud to have them intruding in my life.
Friends come and go but this girlfriends of mine cum but never go..
They are aware of wats going on in my life and always give me their fullest support in everything that im doing..
They built up the confidence i lack..
So ya..I LOVE THEM!!

Had a sumptuous meal at Fish & Co. before we headed to Arab Street to chill there.
We brought up a lot of topics to talk about while we chillaxed..

OH YA!!
i got prezzies from them!!!!!!!!!
WOOHOO!!!!
swit of them..

To my girlfriends:
its been quite sumtym since we hanged out together like this..
I had a great tym yesterday and i'm veri happy to get to spend my tym with u people.
Thank you for the presents...
They were beautiful..
To Diena & Shi Min..i fixed it oldy..hahax!!!

To Katie, Suzy & Diena..thank you soo much for the accessories stand..i rilli like it..A LOT!!

2007-08-08T16:45:00.000-07:00

5N1 2007 ROCKS!!!!!

2007-08-06T18:52:00.000-07:00

My Prezzie!!!!

2007-08-05T02:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RIYAH!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

Weee!!! im 18 oldy!!!
im super excited!!! hehe

ok ok..lets get back in line..

Went out wit Jolyn,Ain,Chen Teck,Soon Liang and Vincent to get something..

FUN!!

Crazy people!!!

We got something preety..i loike!!!!

Head to esplanade to meet my Dear Dass first cause

i SUPER SUPER MISS THIS BOY!!!

Hang out with him and friends..

Went to Baybeats to watch some performance after that..

Had a wonderful tym i can sae..

but it would be better if Dass can be with me till 12..

Aniway!!!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY RIYAH!!!

2007-08-04T00:00:00.000-07:00

5th AUGUST 1989

WEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

Im tuning 18 this sunday!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOHOO!!!!!!

I can't believe that im gona be 18 oldy..

tym past very fast and in no tym there's gona be a new chapter in life..

Last year birthday celebration was SUX!!

Hopefully this year gona be a better year..

Celebrate with love ones tomorrow and Sunday..

And on the 10th with my girlfriends..

thx to katie,everything is well planned...

Hopefully it turns out well...

Life have been preety good now..

i duno why but im enjoying every second of my life..

Yazid,Azmi,Azmeer,Syafiq,Farhanna,Ain,Jolyn & Tabitha adds to my happy moments..

its a waste i just know most of them...

I dun need anything actually..

Im content with watever thing i have rite now..

i just wana be with my bestfriend exactly on the 5th of August..

Just me & him..

ok!!

i have some aims to achieve this year...

*Do well for my 'O' level

*Get a bike licience

*Lose a lot a lot of weight

ok!!

What i want to own..

*A dress

*Perfume

*Laptop

2007-08-01T15:00:00.000-07:00

2007-07-31T22:35:00.000-07:00

Well well well..

A month had just ended and

now im starting to update my blog again...

So where should i start..

ok..life..

Life have been pretty good..

have a new partner in class to sit with..

SO like better than ever...haha..

"MY HERO!!!"..."MY LOVE!!!"..

haha..crap crap..

Been hanging out with katie and sometym with Suzy almost every weekend.

Updating each other about one another life..

Its good actually to practice this..

So yeah..

Not fogetting Yazid,Azmeer,Azmi and Syafiq...

The four ppl tat make my life EVEN EVEN EVEN better...

Having them as my classmates and friends are not

regretable.. (i wonder if there is such word?? hmm..haha)

Hu else??

YAAA!!!!

FARHANNAH!!!
AIN!!!
JOLYN!!!

TABITHA!!!

MY CRAZY BABES!!!

2007-07-10T16:15:00.000-07:00

SENTOSA WAS SYIOK!!!!

Had this outing during youth day and i SUPER DUPER

DUPERLY had a great time.

It was so called a last min plan.GAHHH!!!
But it works..we had fun..haha

Everybody had something to bring on tat day.

I made some sandwiches to bring over to Sentosa,

the rest brought drinks,tidbits and noodles.

We had our lunch at Sentosa once we found a place there and started to change.

Nana was the first to get herself wet.

I was 50-50 at first to get myself wet as mom and dad had remind me not to swim,

but the water is too tempting and the rest started to get themselves wet,

soo i joined them..heee

We played "Monkey" game,horseback and ball game.

we olso did not forget to CAMWHORE!!!!!!!!!!! WEEEEE!!!!!!
i feel super bonded with them after the whole outing.

2007-06-26T15:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADHUL!!!!!

Went to cousin's chalet on Saturday to celebrate his b'day.
We were suppose to overnight there the day before but
due to some misunderstanding we came later.
Alot of our friends attend this b'dae party.
and im very happy to see them.*love you guys la*
We chat,cut the cake and hang around together,
collecting the time we missed.

2007-06-26T15:10:00.000-07:00

A DAY WITH ABG BERG!!!

as usual,we go study together.
Yazid wanted to finish up our english homework
so we complete our english work together.
We went to the library first as i need to
borrow some books for me to read.
WEEEEE!!!!!!

2007-06-26T14:58:00.000-07:00

A DAY WITH KATIE!!!

2007-06-26T14:50:00.000-07:00

A DAY WITH DEAREST DASS!!

*Saya Sayang Kamu*

2007-06-25T14:20:00.000-07:00

AFRAID TO CONFESS,
AFRAID TO LOSE
~i super like you la *****~
hahax!!!

2007-06-23T09:20:00.000-07:00

O U T S P O K E N --> frank and unreserve in speech

i like the way i am.
Saying things straight in the face when i don't like abt something.
(even if that person is part of my family members)
Cause i really think that i have the freedom of speech.
I hate keeping things to myself cause i believe that being direct make someone
realised their so called "disgusting" attitude and change it for the better.
*if they ever bother to realise it*

Sometimes,I can't comprehend people's mindset.
They just don't get it.
mayb they are laterally STOOPID or mayb they
just can't accept the fact that i don't like something abt them.
Its super rude to show them that im disgusted with their attitude by making faces
but sometimes im left with no choice.(mayb i just don't care)
*to hell with you!!*

I have a few scenario for an examples,
but let me take one example and say it briefly.

Being wealthy is what everyone wants.
But being "arrogant" because "they're" wealthy SUX BIG TYM!!!!
So wat if the person "they" love earns a lot.
i dun f**king care about "their" money but just shut that ARROGANT attitude.
Wats "their" motive going around telling people "they're" going to do this and that.(involves big money)
SHOWING OFF IS IT????
PFFFTTT!!!!!!
"They" may call me a kid but im not dumb.
i may not be as wealthy as "them" but this have taught me to work hard for the things i want.

Because of "their" speech that seems like they're hinting on something,
i can't be with the people i love to be with.
"Their" speech is clearly stated there and then.

2007-06-21T16:00:00.000-07:00

2007-06-16T16:15:00.000-07:00

its very hard for someone to say "i like you" to another person.
It takes alot of guts to say that althought it is only 3 words.
To like someone not knowing how to express it sometimes bothers you.*like crazy*
(Expeacially when the other party kept talking about "hot chicks".*GAAAHHH!!!*)

i totally agree on wat ninie had just pointed out in her blog.
I mean abt girls and boys think the opposite of one another.
But i dun agree on what she had pointed out on the 6th paragraph.

*For a girl scenario*
I think its ok for a person to contact more than one guy friend.
i mean if both parties still have not express their feelings towards one another,
then wats the point of contacting to only one guy.
Correct or not Ninie?
And even if a particular guy has oldy express his feeling towards you but you got no
feelings at all towards him,tell him the truth then ya la..
you can make other new friends for all u want.

If you like this particular someone,
that doesnt mean u gota pay ur full attention on him,ignoring the others.
I mean ya,you will tend to put an eye on him and his msges is going to make your day.
And definitely when u started liking someone soo much,u will naturally tend to reduce the no.
of guy friends u'r contacting.

But if u're attached and u still wana flirt around.
Have more boyfriends,then obviously u gona have the "bitch" title.
Its ok to have BOY FRIENDS...but not BOYFRIENDS.
*does tat make any difference..hmm yeah i think* hahax!!

To come to think of it,the guy that u'r contacting right now might be contacting
you to kill his boredom.
So ya, we have to be carefull and smart mah.
Don't fall for a guy that is going to waste your time.

*i soo like DH!!! GAAAHHH!!!* :(

2007-06-12T02:15:00.000-07:00

Old memories came rushing down my tiny veins and to my brain.
I just couldnt helped it.
Mayb he used to mean sumthing to me.
i duno.

Slight changes can be seen oldy.
I wonder if i can get to see the old person again.
mayb yesh.mayb no.
i expect nothing much.
Cause i knoe whats done is done.
There might me a turning back but seeing the scenario,
there's a slim chance things is going back as pernormal.
mind you,its 8 months ago.

love is never my top pirority now.
im a failure when it cums to love.
i hate feeling hurt.
i hate crying for feeling hurt.
sometym i wonder,
"love? what's dere to love??"

im surrounded with people and friends tat is into this love thing.
Felt abit neglected.
jealous.mayb
But it doesnt bother me that much actually.
Cause my girlfriends are my top pirority.

Aniway,i dedicate this song to this friend of mine.
Cause it reminds me of u.

Di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut.
Terbawa sungai ke hujung mata.
Dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta.
Menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada.
Jalanku hampa dan ku sentuh dia.
Terasa hangat Oh di dalam hati.
Kupegang erat dah kuhalangi waktu.
Tak urung jua,ku lihatnya pergi.
Tak pernah kuragu dah slalu kuingat.
Kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat.
Ku saat itu takut mencari makna.
Tumbuhkan rasa yang sesakkan dada.

Kau datang dan pergi Oh begitu sahaja.
Semua kutrima apa adanya.
Mata terpenjam dan hati menggumam
Di ruang rindu,kita bertemu.

2007-06-11T16:45:00.000-07:00

I LOVE STELLA ALL MY LIFE!!!!
All my life,i pray for someone like you.
And i thank God,that i,that i finally found you.

Went jogging and played badminton yesterday with
Khairi's daughters and Jamal's daughter.
We ran about 2 km..*its an achievement u noe* hahax!!

checked my weight at stella's place yesterdae..
i lost 3-4KG!!!!!
ARGGHKK!!!!!
HHAAAPPPYYYY!!!!!
*fats...fats...go away*

2007-06-09T22:55:00.000-07:00

Meeting Taufiq was the first on my list for today.
Itz been like 8 months ago since i last saw him..
imagine how i missed tat friend of mine..ahakx!!

I didnt get to slip well the day before..
Mayb feel too excited to see him..haahx!!!

My planned goes as planned,
study with Yazid first till 5 before i headed to Singapore Sports School.
Afraid that i might get lost,i took cab dere and was at the edge of getting lose.
There's like 3 gates and i duno from where i should enter since all gates were close,
so this itchy finger of mine,press the intercom to reach the security guard.

I walked towards the field and saw this guy..
From far,he looked like taufiq la seh..*nasib tak tegur* hahax!!
Mayb i looked like a blur sotong, he then asked me
"Nak pergi maner??"
i turned and pointed at myself,making sure he's talking to me*takot paiseh kan..hahax!!*
"Ouh,ermm,im watching my friend play soccer"
(He) "ouh,ok"
*in my heart* "Do i knoe you?? hmmm..." hahax!!

i walked a few steps before i saw someone familiar..ERSHA!!!
She was playing around not noticing me.
But after sometym,i started talking to her by offering her my chocs mint..
*smart move huh* ahakx!!
She's a good entertainer and her friend wasn't bad either.
They make me laugh la..SUPER CUTE!!

There's this point when they was about to leave when Ersha's friend(Atiqah) ask me,
"where are you going after this?"
(me) "i duno,home mayb,see how"
"we are going to eat,you come to the same eating place as us la,so we can mit there"
(me) "hahaha"

CUTE rite!!!
hahax!!
Love them la!!

After they left,i waited for Taufiq to finish his game.
i didnt noe he's club have hired a bus home to tampines until i asked about Mael.
i feel bad la..
i mean he has to take bus 168 home and the journey will take around an hour.
He insisted on walking home with me and we had our dinner at Long John before we headed home.

2007-06-08T13:45:00.000-07:00

Pictures of my cousins's new born daughter
(Misha)

2007-06-07T21:55:00.000-07:00

(the people who is responsible for my hair ) as planned,

ninie & i went for a hair appointment on Tuesday
that was made by my supporting mom.
We went to this saloon & we saw alot of wonderful people there.
They are VERY FRIENDLY & EASY GOIN that i feel
SOO COMFORTABLE the whole time...hehe

Colouring our hair took 3-4 hrs of our time
and my bum turned SUPER NUMB..ahax!!
But the waiting was worthwhile as it turned out to good..
SATISFIED!! *DUSSSHHH!!!*

On our way home,
ninie and i decided to visit my friend that was admitted in the
hospital due to motor accident.
His leg injury was SUPER BAD that he need to go for surgery to
stitch back his torn skin.
His torn skin isnt just a small tiny miny cut but its like almost one third of his leg..
can u imagine how much pain he's enduring...
If i were him,for sure im going to cry like hell...
We manage to camwhore before i left and seriously Ham have a very cute face
when he smile..*aaaeeee Boy,Ham cute eh* hahax!!(HAM CUTE!!!!)

We then have to rush home after that because we are having dinner with my family
members in my Dad's side!!!
WOOHHOO!!!
One thing that kept me going on althought it was a pretty long day for me is
because i wana mit my cuzins!!!!
We ate at downtown east and after dinner,cuzins and i went to the archade.
WOOHHHOOO!!!!

2007-06-04T00:32:00.000-07:00

2007-05-29T13:10:00.000-07:00

Ng and Nik came over to my place yesterday to help ninie do her 500 pieces of jigzaw puzzle.
I got nuthing to do so i joined them.*Riyah sibok!!!*
*Eh Biaser la* ahakx!!!

Nik as usual..played his magic tricked with sassya and helped sassya do her jigzaw puzzle tat is only 30 pieces..*PFFFTTT*
Ng,ninie and i were trying very hard to figure out how to join all the 500 puzzle together before Nik came and joined us back and fixed about 10 puzzle together..
*Im proud of u Nik* ahakx!!!

We started at about 4-9..
Very long rite..HAIYA!!!
nvm..NEVER SAY DIE..ahakx!!!
If deres a will, deres a way.
while fixing the puzzle we had the the time to CAMWHORE!!!!!!!!

PS: i taught Nikhil how to smile...ahakx!! *im proud of you NIK*

2007-05-28T15:40:00.000-07:00

i have been wanting to blog this for a LLLOOONNNGGG tym but i kept forgetting.
So yeah!!! LETS DO IT NOW!!!

i have been observing the bitches in my school.
I didnt mean to call them bitches.
They make themselves looked like one,
so don't u think they deserve to be called tat way?? *fikirkan*

Some people might be disagree with me and say dun bother about them.
As a matter of fact..they dun bother me AT ALL!!!
but their behaviour is super disgusting!!
it catches anybody's attention.ergghhhkkk!!!
If i got the power to turn them into a non-living thing,i would have done so.

I read this shout-out from one of them..
*gado tetap gado punyer,adeq bradeq tetap samer*
heerrr..SUPER LAME TO THE MAX!!!
Chill la...MEPEK!!!!

Another one,kept making her fringe.
As if she looked pretty..BUT HELLOO!!! YOU DUN LOOKED PREETY AT ALL!!
NEITHER ARE U CUTE ENUFF TO BE IN TAT CATEGORY!!! heerrr!!!
i mean fine..tats her way of making herself looked pretty,every girl are vain including me but she didnt even have a good a attitude...SOMBONG GIRL!!!
oh i forgot..nak step kakak kakak la tu..hheerrr...
sorry to say la..tak kener la babe...cuber ubah kan perangai tu byk2 beh baru boleh talking...

WAH!! I CAN FEEL MYSELF BOILING!! STOP!!!!
to be continue......

2007-05-28T15:10:00.000-07:00

PHEW!!!
At last i can let out a huge relieve...

My malay O level paper is over!!!
i sae tat again MY MALAY O LEVEL PAPER IS OVER!!!
tat means...WOOHOO!!!!
ahakx!!!

I felt butterflies in my stomach a few daes before i sat for the paper and now i can let all the butterflies out from my bulging tummy..ahahx!!!
Actually, Im feeling kind scared rite now..
i mean as u noe,this is my 3rd tym sitting for the malay paper.
If theres no "A" again, abversely im gona let my 2 wonderful parents down..
*I WAN "A" BADLY!!!!* (screaming)
so..lets hope for the best...
PEOPLE PRAY FOR ME!!! ahakx!!!

I can't wait to out on the 6th,7t and 9th.
Having Ncc Chalet on the 6th and 7th of June.
Actually i was pissed off with Canberra Ncc Members..
I sae tat again..IM PISSED OFF WITH CANBERRA NCC MEMBERS!!!!
As far as i knoe,we never had any chalet before..NEVER!
But alot of canberra ncc members are SUPER NOT SUPPORTIVE AT ALL!!!
Most of the tym,i evny NPCC..i mean the way they do their things..
All very organised and well planned and most of the people ARE SUPPORTIVE..
*Well, don't blame me for feeling this way people*
Lets take it this way, if we're having a chalet..just go...
take it like a gathering where we see each other as equal and not with ranks.
Duno la eh...Speechless!!! Super Disappointed!!
Last but not least.. WHATEVER!!!!! *GAAHHHH*

ok..lets talk about on the 9th of June.
*smiling at last*
Mayb im going out with this friend of mine.
We had not seen each other for like half a year so oberversely i SUPER MISSED HIM!!
Gona watch him play a match at Singapore Sport School.
So yup2!! can't wait!!! hehehe

2007-05-25T00:31:00.000-07:00

Barcelona Girls Team won the CHAMPION!!! WOOHOO!!! ahakx!!!

Had this charity soccer tournament last wednesday and gladly informed tat my team won the CHAMPION!!! hahax!!!
As a captain for the team,definitely i was proud of my teamates.
We trained every single day on the weekdays and sadly some said tat we won because we are more well-built than them...*watever*
i believe our training is part of our success..

It was a challenging match i can say cause all the girls team tat are involved do have the basic in playing soccer..so yeah..tough match..
We won every single match and ended up in the finals..
For the finals we had this match with Northlight Secondary School..
They're super good!! and guess wat!! they are only secondary 2 people..
SUPER TOUGH MATCH!!! but all our trainings and hard work had been paid off when my team are being declared as the CHAMPIONS!!!!

Yazid,Azmeer,Azmi,Syafiq and Fairuz are olso involved in the tournament and had a few matches before they lose the game..Aniway,they are good players expecially Yazid..
Maybe luck is just not by their side..But watever it is im proud of them...heeee

2007-05-16T23:30:00.001-07:00

IM OVER THE MOON!!!!

Talked to someone last Sunday and seriously it was unexpected.
It started off with a simple and sweet msges and at last we ended up talking on the phone.
haha..*blushing*

It started off with msges like "How's life??" , "How have you been coping well with ur studies?"..haha..old memories came rushing down my tiny veins and to my enormous brain..haha!!
We manage to catch up with the things we missed before my phone went dead..so yup2..to this particular person,
I SUPER MISS YOU!!!
Till me meet again..hahax!!!

ok!! GOOD NEWS!!!
EXAMS OVER!!
Bahhh!!!
i wana play!!!
i wana be with my girlfriends!!!!
i wana love!!!
hahax!!
PFFT!!!

2007-05-05T05:31:00.000-07:00

Sometime,without realising..u feel an attraction..to someone u didnt expect.
its a funny feeling and i can't stop feeling embarrased..*MALU!!!! ahakx!!*
i thinks its infatuation..it should be infatuation..haha..

ok!! change topic..im turning red..ahakx!!
next week is exam week!! PHEW!! STRESS!!!
i've spent alot of tym studying but not sure whether im fully prepared.
in 3 weeks tym im sitting for my o level malay..argghhkk!!!

2007-04-23T02:46:00.000-07:00

21*04*2007 was Canberran's Day.
Many students were involved in this event.
Im proud to say that Ncc(sea) was the Guard Of Honour.
My people trained very hard for this event. They went thru alot the whole month and some even olmost back out due to intensive training but in the end they make the school proud especially our NCC unit.
Im VERY PROUD OF THESE PEOPLE..*two thumbs up!!* hee...

The whole thing went on smoothfully..GOH was impressive..
They march as if they had been trained many years and their arm drills couldnt be any better.
Aftr the whole thing we have some celebration.
The officers bought some cakes and puffs for us.
MDM Sal bought a big cake for the PART D AND D1 cause tat day is their last day serving before they stand down..abit emotional but well maintained..hahax!!!

That day was olso the annoucement for the new USM and ASM..
USM (Girl) - Sabiruna
(Boy) - Soleehin
ASM (Girl) - Charmaine
(Boy) - David

TO THESE FOUR PEOPLE!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! U PEOPLE DESERVED THE CREDITS AFTER ALL UR CONTRIBUTIONS...WELL DONE!!

2007-04-16T20:00:00.000-07:00

PORT DICKSON IS SUPER RELAXING...
Went PD with my family last week..
It was a last minute plan and i was half-hearted to go but since it had oldy been planned by my parents so i just follow the flow..*what can sae,filial daughter mah..ahakx!!*

On our way there we stopped somewhere as dad nid a rest after long hrs of driving.
Coincidently mom saw this man selling durians and since she's a durian lover she decided to buy them.
She actually left me and nini behind and ate the durian first..haiya!! Sian uh!! ahakx!!

PD is a nice place..Mom got a hotel that is SUPER gorgeous and seriously it makes me excited...
i was like " Mom Mom..let's stay here!!! this place is SUPER HOT!!" (in eng version) ahakx!!
We went swimming once we settled down..
i tell you..all my joints like goin to split la..hahax!!
But anywae!! I had fun!!

2007-04-11T18:30:00.000-07:00

SPORTS AND ART FEST 2007 was amazing!!
I had soo much fun playing with my classmates tat i didnt care we lose the game.
I do feel abit upset tat we didnt bring any trophies home cause this is out last year in school..
*for me its obversely my last year here*
but playing as a team with no boundaries feels great.

Our first game was captain ball.We won the first tym defeating 4E2.
But my class lose the second round with 5N1.They are SUPER FAST la!!!
i mean the ball seems to land on their hands in split seconds and i was like "HOW DID U GUYS DID THAT????"

But watever it is CONGRATS TO 5N1 FOR BEING THE CHAMPION!!! woohoo!!!

Next is floorball.

My classmates were abit nervous when we found out we will be competing with 4N2 first.

Ain is the star player there.

i tell you..aiyo!!

she play super good la..
But luck was by our side, we won the first round..WOOHOO!!!

i was jumping like monkey la grabbing any of my friend's heads and hugging them..ahakx!!!!

Second round we compete with 4N1..

This tym round luck wasnt by our side..they defeat us by 2-1..

I was cursing the throughout the entire game but CHHHIIILLLL....ahakx!!!

They ended up being champion for floorball..CONGRATS 4N1!!!!!!!!

The closing speech for the SPORTS AND ART FEST 2007 was delivered by my principal and vice-principal handing over the overall champion trophy to class..hmm..errmm..i duno which class..hehe..nvm..anyway its not my class who got the overall champion..btw CONGRATS to which ever class!!! hehe...

2007-04-04T18:40:00.000-07:00

2007-04-04T18:20:00.000-07:00

Today had been a VERY LOOONNNGGG day...

i feel very tired and i dosed off a few times during lesson tym..

Well i noe i shouldn't have fell aslip but im like tooo tired and i couldn't stand it.

Syafiq went back half way thru and Azmeer didnt attend skul..and i was like DAMN!!!

BOREDOM STRIKE but lucky Azmi and Yazid were in skul..

So yeah..they made my day....*YEAH YEAH!!!* ahakx!!!

oh ya oh ya!!

Received my class t-shirt for tomorrow's event olrdy..

HAix!! lost of words...

the colour of the t-shirt sux..and the design is not eye-catching at all..PFFT!!!!

im SUPER pissed off la!!! ARGGHH!!!!

2007-04-01T17:35:00.000-07:00

Sorry people for not blogging continuesly..
Life have been SUPER BEST this few days..
School is GREAT with lame people around..*syafiq*
and Ncc had been FUN!!!
I like enjoying it freaking lotz la..ahakx!!!

I knew alot of new people..ok la..nice to make friends but still preferred my old friends..
SUPER MISS THEMM LA!!!! GGAAAAHHH!!!!!
i feel sad to come to think about it..didnt spent like super alot of tym with them last year cause im like in my own world early last year.
This thursday is my Sport and Art Fest, i'll be playing captains ball and floorball with a new team.
Obviously i feel more comfortable with my previous team but nvm..new experience.. HOpefully it will turn out well expecially for floorball cause we like never practice at all *eyes rolling*
I olso hope that STELLA can be there to see me play..
Stella:
Hey,seriously..I MISS YOU... We may not be as closed as we used to and i seriously hope i can like spend a full day with u sumday if not everyday.. Friends cum and go cause they're just friends..but u're more than a friend to me.

2007-03-28T22:00:00.000-07:00

i had been keeping this feeling for like weeks and i super can't take this animore.ARGHKK!!!!
i just dun get it..SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!
i duno y people can get SOOOO0000 easily jealous over small matter!!
Not only that,this particular person can't just keep her mouth shut!!! ERRGGHKK!!!!
And she's just creating problems for my fren and i soo hate it!!!

Bcause of ur relationship u became ignorant and forget ur friends that had olways been dere for u..WHAT THE SHIT SIA!!!!

Girl listen up,
Frienship last forever but not relationship..
GET THAT RIGHT!!!

2007-03-25T21:30:00.000-07:00

Hey!!!!

Im back!!! ahakx!!!

ok,my cuzin had been complaining tat my blog had becuming very boring since i had not been
bloggin for like a week or so..so yeah!! ahakx!!!

itz been a pretty long week for me,
and i had been keeping myself busy with school work,studying,Ncc,jogging,playing badminton
and spending more tym wit my Girlfriends and Stella.
I so called "lost" myself this week, i mean yeah...the happy-go-lucky with bubbly attitude person.
Friends had noticed this and they didnt like it so yeah!!
RIYAH'S BACK!!! ahakx!!

Hey!! Guess wat!!
i did pretty ok for my CA1..AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
Im SOO HAPPY!!!!
but but but...hmmmm.......i failed my science and maths....again...haix!!!!! ERGGHHKK!!!!
its SOO frustrating but HEY!!! IM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP!!
*Riyah's Moto..ahakx!!*
Aniway i had promise sumone that im going to make it for my 'O' level this tym..and i will...

oh ya!! i wanted to share a song with you people.
its been one of my favourite and i was surprised that they play it in one of my fav movie "Step Up"...hee...
its pretty meanigful and i soooo love the lyrics..
So yup2 people sing it along!!! ahakx!!!

ENJOY!!!!!!

Ps: i've watched "Stomp The Yard". Seriously,go watched it.RECOMMENDED!!!!

2007-03-25T20:44:00.000-07:00

Oh my baby, Oh My Love
oooohhhh,woah , oh,woah..woah

Early was the morn,flowers filled with dew,
i become somebody, through loving you.
Softly as child, born in natural rain,
I predict the seasons , to go unchanged

Sometimes in life,
You run across a love unknown,
Without a reason, it seems like you, belong
Hold on Dear life,
Don't go off running from what's new,
I become sombody, through loving you.

Warm was the sun, that covered my body so.
Reminded me of you, as i'd first known.
Those were tha days, tha day, that changed my life, and made me new.
I become somebody , through loving you

Sometimes in life,
You run across a love unknown,
Without a reason, it seems like you, belong
Hold on Dear Life,
Don't go running from what's new,
i become sombody, through loving you.

As the sun shined, down on me,
I know with you in love is where i wonna be
Oooh sometimes, I go on through in life
thinking that love is something that's not meant for me,

Woooah...Somebody, somebody.

Hold on Dear Life,
Don't go off running from what's new,
I become somebody through loving you,
I become somebody through loving you,
Oh, i become sombody through loving you
Woah, oh..oooooooooo.

2007-03-20T14:04:00.000-07:00

Didnt attend school todae cause i was down with a fever.
I have super bad headache and sore throat and i looked terrible.
Tante said i looked pale but i still think im fine..*strong-Riyah..heee*
Mayb with enough rest i will feel better.

Met Suzi and Apis yesterdae.
They're super nice people.
We talked and i realised tat they are also positive thinker.
It feels good to talk to them...so guess we should talk more when we mit up again..heee

HEY!! GUESS WHAT!!!
Dass called me!!!
i was over the moon..i mean i miss him ssoooo much!!!
i didnt get to see him before he left and receiving his call in the middle of the night rilli surprised me..
He said he kind off struggling in camp.
He need to attend to alot of physical training and he didnt like it.*pity him*
The good thing is we managed to catch up the tym we missed althought we oni have like 5 mins to talk...

OK!!!!Here cum the emotional part..hahax!!
Before we hanged up,he actually said something that make me cry.
He said he miss and love me soo much..*can u imagine how i felt!!! GGAAAHHH!!!*
Aniwae,i'll be waiting for him to cum back.

ok!! my fever is acting up again.
Feel very shitty right now...EEEERRRRRRRRR

2007-03-18T20:30:00.000-07:00

Went town with my family today.
Its been quite sumtym since we last have a family outing,so yup2..i really enjoyed myself to a great extent..HEEEE!!!
Being with my family members make me feel rilli secured and loved..
So people..SPREAD THE LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahakx!!!
We went shopping and my sister and i got wat we want..(BUT I WANT MORE!!!!! HEEE....)
We ate alot of junk food and i ended up not feeling well rite now...*sob2*

*i miss you sooo much..seriously*

2007-03-17T19:30:00.000-07:00

i was browsing thru sum account wen i read sumthing that so called giving a hint to me.
It was clear enuff for me to noe that she was referring it to me.
Mayb she's not clear about wats going on and straight jump into a conclusion.
Weelll,let me get this straight orite "Girl Friend".
ITS OVER!!!!
Please Get That In Your Bloody Brain Of Yours!!!

I have a new life and a boyfriend to take care of so GET A LIFE and take "good" care of ur precious boyfriend of urs who doesnt mean anything to me anymore...mayb i should make this VERY VERY clear "DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING TO ME ANYMORE" clear enuff?? no??? PFFT!!!
U're just dumb then...sorry!

And ya,Being a snatcher is NEVER in me,so mind wat u're saying and where u're going.

2007-03-17T10:32:00.000-07:00

im finding a word that can describe wat im feeling rite now..hhhhmmmmm...

worried + uncomfortable + feel s0o out of place + scared + nervous + shy + feel that im the most tiniest human being on earth = ______________

I can't be myself because of these mixed emotions.
Mayb i think and worried tooo much about the people around me..
*BBBAAAAHHHH* *Let that feeling go Riyah*