Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Love, Riyah

ok!! itz been like four daes olready i had not laid my hands on the comp.
Im SUPER TIRED MAXIMISE working..imagine i worked like 11 hrs everydae excluding the tym i travel there and come back. I felt that i got no life since i started working. But thanks to MUHD HELMI..He gave me some life..hha!!!

i got tranfered to Parkway Parade for like 2 weeks.Theres some Charles & Keith sales going on and they sent me there.I was pissed off at first but enjoyed it once i reached there cause shakillah was there!!!! (my primary and secondary school mate) *what a coincindence rite* she olso work at charles & keith..haha!! she one crazy girl la..haha..

Yesterdae i had to go back to novena cause theres not enuff manpower.BORING!!!
Im the youngest there and deres nuthing i can talked about with the rest.So most of the tym i just kept quiet doing my own stuff..like singing,cursing the shoe boxes when it fell on me..haha!!!
Oh ya!! i bought a sandal,a 3.5 inch high-heel and two purse.. one purse for nini and the other one is for me *Switness rite..haha!!!*

Love, Riyah

Monday, January 22, 2007

From the start,i knew this wasn't for real.This is just something anyone or everyone will go through,feeling being love by someone but not sure whether this love is for real.

i knew a friend who im beginning to feel something towards him.The feeling that i dare not give away...again.

He was always there to entertain me and he make me feel occupied. I tried to be the best that i can be,

to prove to him that im worthwhile befriending but sometym i felt not appreciated.

Im beginning to know him in depth,trying to understand him and be olways dere for him.

I knew his fear and weakness.

He got this lack of confident in himself and i olways tried to build up his confident level.*hopefully it helps..hehe*

Im beginning to feel lost when i didnt hear any news from him.i mean like the usual msges he usually gave me before he goes to school or anywhere. i love receiving his calls and msges.It makes me smile to read his cheerful msges or hearing his 'kecohness' on the phone.

But all doesn't come that easy.I have to sometym tolerate his moodswing although wat he said sometym does hurt me soo bad. My heart have to be make of steel when he is in that condition. i have to be very patience with him.

I duno whether what i tried to give him is worthwhile.

Mayb this is just another infatuation thingy.

i duno.....

Love, Riyah

Saturday, January 20, 2007

i got alot to sae about today...
Firsly early in the morning i went to NCC HQ for Ncc(sea) meeting..
I was SUPER TIRED MAXIMISE!!!!
I slept at around 2 plus the day before cause i was online with Helmi..
He wasn't in good mood the whole tym because of his band members so i thought i could accompany and comfort him but in the end i gave up cause i was too tired and slipy..

Come back to my Ncc(sea) meeting.The meeting was kinda boring cause they were talking about the things they planned for the future and olso events they wanted us to participate.
I almost fell aslip but i actually manage to tahan..thats an achievement man!! *WOOHOO!!!* hahaaha

I got home like about 1 plus and Ibu hurried me cause we're are going out to celebrate Sassya's b'day...
We went town first cause ibu wanted to look for a bag..She olmost got herself a GUESS bag which i dun admire any of them..i find it abit TOOOO fancy and classy...so ya..i dun like it.
We mit ayah afterwards and we went to fetch Nyai(my grandma) and Aishah(my cuzin) to joined us for dinner. We went to tampines mall to have our dinner at fish & co.
All of us ordered New York fish and chip and seriously..FINGER LICKING GOOD!!!
It got this cheesy taste..SUPER DELICIOUS!!!
After our sumptous dinner,its the cake tym. The guy who served us told us that he will bring out the cake once we finished eating our dinner so yeah..he brought out the cake and
GUESS WAT!!!
The whole people who worked at Fish & co. came to our table and sang b'dae song for Sassya..
SWITNESS RITE!!! And they sang it super loud la..hahahaha
Sassya face turned red immediately..haha..
After the cake thingy we gave sassya her presents.She got a new school bag,pencil box,sandals and MP4...*how lucky is she..haix!!* hahaha

We then went to Isetan and Nini and I bought a t-shirt each..Very simple yet nice...IM VERY HAPPY!!! hahaha

PS: oh ya!! i would like to thank all my friends who remembered sassya's b'dae and wished her..
On sassya's behalf i would like to thank you guys for being thoughtful..
Not forgetting Fariqqin who gave sassya a musical box with a piglet and a so-called frame with meaningful phrases on it..THX ALOT FARIQQIN!!

Last but not least..HAPPY BIRTHDAY SASSYA!!!!!!! =)

Love, Riyah

Monday, January 15, 2007

"LOVE IS NEVER EASY"....thats wat she said...
i never realised it until she brought it up...
Now i realised how true is it...

*i love you**i miss you**i hate you*
Words that i used to say..
Its like it became part of me to sae those words to him.
But now...those words mean nuthing...
Mayb it does to him,from someone who olready became part of him.

Seriously i've moved on..
Enjoying every single day to the fullest..
i've made many friends..not forgetting my girlfriends who olready became part of me.

But the love from a SOULMATE...

Sometime i didnt think i need a soulmate to lean on..i thought that my life is perfect without one..but as i see couples walking together hand in hand..it makes me feel that some part in dere is empty..

Someone that i can lean on to and cry my heart out...
Someone that will olways be dere for me...
Someone that can taught me the real meaning of true love..
Someone that truly care for me...
Someone that never leave me no matter wat happens...
Someone that appreciate me for who i am...
Someone who believe in me...
Someone who trust me...
Someone who is going to hug me tight and pad me at the back and say "itz ok Dear,i'm here"

Im not desperate looking for a boyfriend..i say it again..IM NOT DESPERATE LOOKING FOR A BOYFRIEND..
But this is wat i feel sometime and sometime it does bothers me especially friends asking me...
I duno whether im ready or not to open a new chapter in life..Mayb time will tell...

Love, Riyah

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Today working day doesn't goes any better *TIRING!!!*
Have to attend alot of customers and some with intolerent behaviour.

Oh ya,the Director of Charles and Keith came,Charles. Got to knoe that Charles and Keith is actually two brothers working together.They have 13 Charles and Keith outlets and 3 Pedro outlets...super rich la..haix!!...*dreaming*..haha

k come back to my customers..
ok..i remembered this customer who i wana served as she was flipping a heel looking considerably interested in the heel..
i asked her politely,
"Do u wan to try both sides Ma'am?"

Guess wat the customer answer..
" Try wat??"

i was like...HELO!! WAT ELSE CAN I BE ASKING YOU TO TRY ON!!!
MY SHOP ONLY SELLS LADIES SHOES DUMB DUMB!!!

But since the shop policy is "CUSTOMER IS OLWAYS RIGHT",
i give a faked smile and replied politely,
"the heel u're holding on to"

The customer,
"oh nvm,i was jus looking around"

haix!!! waste my saliva and energy...
Later gona be another long day before i have my off day *WOOHOO*

Love, Riyah

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Yesterday was like my second day at work *todae my off dae,WOOHOO!!*
SUPER DUPER TIRING!!!!
i have to work like 11 hrs everyday including attending difficult customers..
Some customer very understanding,they try then they buy...
But some uh..haiya!! try alot den at last "(showing innocent faces) i'll think about it"..FCUK!!

My working friends ok la,im the oni malay there and i feel stoopid la..i mean i dun understand wat they talking about among themselves...nvm la,after 2 months or so I QUIT!!! for now ENDURE....

Working life olso remind me of something.Something memorable.
During my working days at topshop,he olways fetched me after work.Sometym at my work place if not at sembawang MRT station.Now i need to go back alone,i dun deny i felt lonely...
And recently i saw him wit his girlfriend i think.Saw him walking her home.i was like..WAT THE SHIT...haha
Just last year we walked at the same path they were walking.. *heart breaking..PHIAK!!*
I just realised what i have now in my hands will not last forever.Now,the love and attention that i thought will be mine forever is being taken away*staring into space*..

*Sitting up straight* Never mind la..Everything happened for a reason..Now my Proposal for Part A camp need the most attention..OIC mah*self-praising*..haha..

So whoever read my blog please dun be upset for me or got urself angry because of his gf ...Read without any emotion but..CLAP FOR ME !!!!! (for having such a pathethic life) hahahaha...the cause of lack of love and attention..hahaha...

Love, Riyah

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Had a whole lot of fun yesterday wit my beautiful girlfriends.
Supposely i supposed to have dinner wit them at Swensen
but due to sum unexpected stuff occured at the very last minute,
i had to cancel my dinner wit them and mit them abit later.

My heart was pounding faster and faster as i exit the explande entrance.
i couldn't wait to see them.Alot of people was hanging around and i was
searching for them wen i saw 4 preetty girls standing at one conner.
Katie ran to me and we hugged..haha
after for soo long i get to meet her again..secondly shimin,diena and Azurin..
Im soo happy to see them.We hang around at explanade to wait for the tyme to
pass as Diena had reserved a place at tis cafe at arab street.
We sat sumwhere at the corner and near to this big group of friends.
These people didnt bother me at all wen i saw sumone familiar joining the group.
GUESS WAT!!! RAZIL!!!
i mean i noe he will be going explanade to chill there but i didnt noe i was sitting near his
groupies*EMBARRASING*
But we ended up having sum tiff..*he started it* haha
i then told my girlfriends we should go sumwherelse so
we ended up sitting at the other side of explanade..
It was even nicer then the other side cause it isnt crowded.

We left explanade at bout 9.30 and headed to Arab Street.Zurin couldn't
joined us cause she had to be home early.So i,Diena,Katie and Shimin went to the cafe.

The cafe is super cool!!!! *RECOMMEMDED*
the surrounding is beautiful with the paintings and lightings..
The drinks!!! SUPER NICE!! hha!
Must go again..haha!!

To my girlfriends..i love you guys SOO much..
the outing was great and i soo loved it..
Lets hang out again!! WOOHOO!!

Love, Riyah

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

i had been slacking for the past two weeks but still enjoyed it..
Spent alot of my tym with chalet peeps and cuzins. *i soo love them*

Slept at my grandma's place last week and it was SUPER DUPER FUN!
Mimi and Nash joined me,ninie and nurul and we so sure to make up a team..haha
Most of the tyme we slack at nenek's place..enjoying the natural wind..*super cold*
We planned to watch a movie at tampines mall the next day but it was abit too late and last min so didnt get the ticx...i was super sad cause i rilli wana watch movie..*sob sob*
We went Starbuck instead...Bought my fav drink and 'New York Cheesse Cake' *too nice to describe*

Love, Riyah

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Hari Raya Haji was wonderful.
Get to meett all my cuzins and get to joke around.
Met "The Sister Lup" again..CRAZY!!!! haha

We went to nenek's place first.
We spent like 4 hrs dere juz to mit all my cuzins.
Tante Dewi cooked alot of food and its s0o SEDAP!! *finger licking good*
Cik Pah bake cookies and cakes the day before and it was SUPERB!!
who shall i blame if i put on tons and tons of weight..hmm...haha
While waiting for the rest to arrive,i mixed around with my little cousins
telling ghost stories which some of it i maked it up myself..haha..
AND GUESS WHAT!! They believed and got terrified..haha!!

Went to nyai's place after that and meet another group of cousins.
i didnt eat alot dere althought nyai's cookings looked SUPER DUPER tempting*too full*
And as usual i asked nyai to make for me milo.I duno y but i find nyai's milo POWER!!! hehe
Stayed dere about 2 hrs den we went Jb to overnight dere.

OH YA!! i DROVE THE FAMILY CAR!!!
i was SUPER SUPER SUPER nervous cause i was the first one to start driving.*bismillah*
Dad was beside me obviously and i drove around my uncle's bunglow area.FUN!!!
Then it was nini's turned..not bad..but her last round she did something unforgetable.

Deres tiz oncoming car and dad say "turn,turn"
Nini " but got oncuming car"
Ayah " nvm,turn"
Ninin got nervous and pressed the accelator instead of the brake upon turning..
GOSH!! i was scared to death for that 5 second of my life..*PHEW*
Everyone in the car became silent for like 10 seconds before we got out of the car..haha
Dad parked the car and we watch tv aftr that before we end our dae..

Love, Riyah