Wednesday, March 28, 2007
i had been keeping this feeling for like weeks and i super can't take this animore.ARGHKK!!!!
i just dun get it..SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!
i duno y people can get SOOOO0000 easily jealous over small matter!!
Not only that,this particular person can't just keep her mouth shut!!! ERRGGHKK!!!!
And she's just creating problems for my fren and i soo hate it!!!
Bcause of ur relationship u became ignorant and forget ur friends that had olways been dere for u..WHAT THE SHIT SIA!!!!
Girl listen up,
Frienship last forever but not relationship..
GET THAT RIGHT!!!
Love, Riyah
Hey!!!!
Im back!!! ahakx!!!
ok,my cuzin had been complaining tat my blog had becuming very boring since i had not been
bloggin for like a week or so..so yeah!! ahakx!!!
itz been a pretty long week for me,
and i had been keeping myself busy with school work,studying,Ncc,jogging,playing badminton
and spending more tym wit my Girlfriends and Stella.
I so called "lost" myself this week, i mean yeah...the happy-go-lucky with bubbly attitude person.
Friends had noticed this and they didnt like it so yeah!!
RIYAH'S BACK!!! ahakx!!
Hey!! Guess wat!!
i did pretty ok for my CA1..AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
Im SOO HAPPY!!!!
but but but...hmmmm.......i failed my science and maths....again...haix!!!!! ERGGHHKK!!!!
its SOO frustrating but HEY!!! IM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP!!
*Riyah's Moto..ahakx!!*
Aniway i had promise sumone that im going to make it for my 'O' level this tym..and i will...
oh ya!! i wanted to share a song with you people.
its been one of my favourite and i was surprised that they play it in one of my fav movie "Step Up"...hee...
its pretty meanigful and i soooo love the lyrics..
So yup2 people sing it along!!! ahakx!!!
ENJOY!!!!!!
Ps: i've watched "Stomp The Yard". Seriously,go watched it.RECOMMENDED!!!!
Love, Riyah
Oh my baby, Oh My Love
oooohhhh,woah , oh,woah..woah
Early was the morn,flowers filled with dew,
i become somebody, through loving you.
Softly as child, born in natural rain,
I predict the seasons , to go unchanged
Sometimes in life,
You run across a love unknown,
Without a reason, it seems like you, belong
Hold on Dear life,
Don't go off running from what's new,
I become sombody, through loving you.
Warm was the sun, that covered my body so.
Reminded me of you, as i'd first known.
Those were tha days, tha day, that changed my life, and made me new.
I become somebody , through loving you
Sometimes in life,
You run across a love unknown,
Without a reason, it seems like you, belong
Hold on Dear Life,
Don't go running from what's new,
i become sombody, through loving you.
As the sun shined, down on me,
I know with you in love is where i wonna be
Oooh sometimes, I go on through in life
thinking that love is something that's not meant for me,
Woooah...Somebody, somebody.
Hold on Dear Life,
Don't go off running from what's new,
I become somebody through loving you,
I become somebody through loving you,
Oh, i become sombody through loving you
Woah, oh..oooooooooo.
Love, Riyah
Didnt attend school todae cause i was down with a fever.
I have super bad headache and sore throat and i looked terrible.
Tante said i looked pale but i still think im fine..*strong-Riyah..heee*
Mayb with enough rest i will feel better.
Met Suzi and Apis yesterdae.
They're super nice people.
We talked and i realised tat they are also positive thinker.
It feels good to talk to them...so guess we should talk more when we mit up again..heee
HEY!! GUESS WHAT!!!
Dass called me!!!
i was over the moon..i mean i miss him ssoooo much!!!
i didnt get to see him before he left and receiving his call in the middle of the night rilli surprised me..
He said he kind off struggling in camp.
He need to attend to alot of physical training and he didnt like it.*pity him*
The good thing is we managed to catch up the tym we missed althought we oni have like 5 mins to talk...
OK!!!!Here cum the emotional part..hahax!!
Before we hanged up,he actually said something that make me cry.
He said he miss and love me soo much..*can u imagine how i felt!!! GGAAAHHH!!!*
Aniwae,i'll be waiting for him to cum back.ok!! my fever is acting up again.
Feel very shitty right now...EEEERRRRRRRRR
Love, Riyah
Went town with my family today.
Its been quite sumtym since we last have a family outing,so yup2..i really enjoyed myself to a great extent..HEEEE!!!Being with my family members make me feel rilli secured and loved..So people..SPREAD THE LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahakx!!!We went shopping and my sister and i got wat we want..(BUT I WANT MORE!!!!! HEEE....)
We ate alot of junk food and i ended up not feeling well rite now...*sob2*
*i miss you sooo much..seriously*
Love, Riyah
i was browsing thru sum account wen i read sumthing that so called giving a hint to me.It was clear enuff for me to noe that she was referring it to me.Mayb she's not clear about wats going on and straight jump into a conclusion.Weelll,let me get this straight orite "Girl Friend".ITS OVER!!!!Please Get That In Your Bloody Brain Of Yours!!!
I have a new life and a boyfriend to take care of so GET A LIFE and take "good" care of ur precious boyfriend of urs who doesnt mean anything to me anymore...mayb i should make this VERY VERY clear "DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING TO ME ANYMORE" clear enuff?? no??? PFFT!!!U're just dumb then...sorry!
And ya,Being a snatcher is NEVER in me,so mind wat u're saying and where u're going.
Love, Riyah
im finding a word that can describe wat im feeling rite now..hhhhmmmmm...
worried + uncomfortable + feel s0o out of place + scared + nervous + shy + feel that im the most tiniest human being on earth = ______________
I can't be myself because of these mixed emotions.
Mayb i think and worried tooo much about the people around me..
*BBBAAAAHHHH* *Let that feeling go Riyah*
Love, Riyah
Whatever happened is for me to knoe and for you to find out.To the people who are dere and the new people i just knew,u guys are great.Its an experience that i would not forget expecially with my love ones around.Guess this would not be the first and the last.
Love, Riyah
Doing my Part A Night Duty now..
And now is lyk 4 in the morning,manage to steal sum tym to blog to kill my 2 hrs night duty..
Mayb he's still playing games with his friends..hhmmmm....
HACCCHEEWW!!!!! HACCHHEEWW!!!!!
ok!! Flu virus detected....eeerrrrrr......
Love, Riyah
ok!! first day of camp!! PFFT!!!let me describe it in short..BBBOOOORRRRIIIINGG!!!!!!Gaaaahhhh!!!ok la..show sum mercy..boring...I reached school at around 6.55am and everybody is olready there.
Do sum packing and briefing then there it goes....
MY PART A CAMP...WOOHOO!!!!! (at first)
ok..im lyk blur blur olready rite now PLUS PLUS PLUS tired..
Need to get back to my NCC thing..
update soon...
To him:
i miss u...Hope to see you soon...
ILY <3
Love, Riyah
He's out and i SUPER DUPER,VERY,EXTREMELY,TO THE GREAT EXTENT MISS HIM LA!!! Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!
*tatz better* ahakx!!!
Love, Riyah
Went out with Sabri yesterday to catch a movie.
Brought along my chem book to revise on the train,but my mind was running here and there and i got easily distracted...ahakx!!!
He was late for the first tym caused he got hooked up playing he's psp in the toilet...ahakx!!! *disgusting boyfriend*
We were undecided at first cause we missed 'Pursuit Of Happiness' which starts at 4.15..*haiya!!*
So he suggested to watch 'Norbit'.. ok la..FUNNY!!!! hehe..
Mayb gona catch 2 other movies this fridae..i wana watch 'Pursuit Of Happiness' and 'Dreamgirls'...*TICK TOCK TICK TOCK*..hmmmm
Went for our dinner after tat at banquet and we ordered the same food...
"what u're eating make it two"..hahax!!! *blushing*
Had fun eating while talking to him..
He ate SUPER slow la...but still loving him..ACHEYY!!!! EHEEMM!!! ahakx!!!
We left banquet and we went to his place for awhile before we headed back to Sembawang.
Love, Riyah
Met Stella after school wit syafiq..hang around for awhile to catch up with the tym we missed. i SUPER LOVE this two..Always make me laugh super loud..haha.. In short,we're the SUPER DUPER LAME FAMILY..ahakx!!!
Aniwae,those pics tell all...haha!!!
Sassya was super irritaing today..I SWEAR!! SUPER IRRITATING TO THE MAX!! She talked non-stop..repeating the same questions 2-3 times....ERGHKK!!!!
I thought of taking a nap after i spent the whole morning in school studying maths, but was disturbed by sassya's irritaing voice...*aku sabar ajer*
so i decided to take her picture..hahax!!! SASSYA THE MONKEY!!! ahakx!!!
Love, Riyah
Months had passed and im moving on in life.
Met alot of new people and i super love them.
I've gone thru alot of shitty in life but still manage to overcum it.
Mayb its tym to open a new chapter in life.
Sabri,
you've been such a good friend and companion.
i love your company and feel warmth everytime wen im with you.
You cared and like me for who i am.
You taught me to move in life with smile and laughter.
But sometym,things doesn't go the way we want.
We have to accept it even if we find it super hard to absorb.
Its not about our age that matters..seriously it doesnt..
But its the kind of life we lead...
i've decided,we may lead a different life..
But still i believe u gona be the best boyfriend ever in tyms to cum.
Cum back to ur question, i'll say YES to you...:)
Love, Riyah
Didnt attend school today to attend some stuff.Met Sabri and he gave me his notes that i can look thru and revise for this year O level.*soo kind of you Dear..hee!!!*Hang around together afterwards and i soo love his accompany and beloness..ahakx!!
Sabri is a SUPER SWIT thing.He add colours to my pathetic life with smiles and laughter..hahax!!!*pathetic life kepe Riyah* hahax!!!!Taught me to move on in life without any regret.*the rest is for me to noe k-pos* ahakx!!! =)
ok in short..i super love him la..hahax!! *blushing*
Love, Riyah